Just need to let this out...

I don't usually write journals that much anymore, I don't usually see anyone reading them. But I've been really depressed lately. I've just gotten over the worst seasonal illness I've faced in a while with a respiratory infection along with the cold. And my nana is sick now. This worries me because she has COPD which means that any illness that makes breathing difficult is even more dangerous for her. Adding that to my usual feelings and fears of being irrelevant and unimportant to those around me and I'm just not doing well.

I just feel alone. I can't sleep a lot of nights. And I feel like I'm being forgotten by my friends...even when logically I know that's silly...but I still feel it.

I don't know how many of you will read this, but I just felt the need to share what I'm going through with all of my wonderful readers and followers.