Male!BelarusxOCxRussia p3

The next few days went with a seemingly strict routine. Lithuania would come in and awaken Salacia and she would shower and go down to the breakfast that either Estonia or Latvia had prepared. She would eat her breakfast alone and then go about her morning routine. Getting dressed in a nice warm dress and then go to Russia's large library and read for about an hour (Russia had bought her some books printed in her native tongue) before she would study Russian with either Ukraine or Russia if he was not busy. She wanted to learn it fast to make Russia happy…as well as distance herself more from her past.

After she studied she would wander through his home looking for something to occupy her time before she would eat lunch with Belarus since Russia would go out for meetings for part of the afternoon. She often found herself talking with Lithuania while he worked or looking out the windows. She would always eat with Belarus and then spend time in the sitting room with him. Sometimes the two would share a kiss or two and she would often end up leaning against him and though the man didn't smile often it made him very happy to have her so close.

Soon Russia would return and she would spend time with him either in the sitting room or his office. Similar things would occur with Russia as with Belarus. They would often kiss and she always ended up in his arms enjoying the warmth that he gave her. After their time together she would take some personal time in her room doing what she could to pass the time. Sometimes Belarus or Russia would stop by her room and speak with her for a few moments before going about their own daily routines. Then either Latvia or Estonia would come and retrieve her for dinner. She would sit in-between the two men that she was infatuated with and after that her evenings were never certain. Some nights she would just read, or sit with Russia in the sitting room or talk with Belarus in his room. She never knew it always was whatever came her way. Her days were always routine. It didn't matter, there was a formula followed it seems.

But something just felt off when she woke up today. She opened her eyes and could swear that there was tension in the air. But that tension didn't seem like a threatening tension…just a little off. Salacia just shook her head and told herself that she was being silly. She got out of bed and took her shower singing softly, something that she had never done until she moved in with Russia. She stepped out of the shower and put her robe on and went into her room. She pulled out a light blue Lolita style dress from her armoire and set it on her bed. She stripped herself of her robe and turned to pull her undergarments from her bureau and was met by Russia just looking at her wide eyed. She shrieked out in surprise and covered her body with her robe.

Russia had not expected her to be nude when he came into her room, "I…I'm sorry Sunflower…" he said clearly flustered from the sight of her.

"D…did you need something I…Ivan?" she asked holding her robe tightly against her.

"Get dressed Sunflower…I'll talk to you afterwards." He said and excused himself from her bedroom.

Salacia just stood there for a moment shocked at what had just happened. Russia, one of the men that she was infatuated with had seen her naked body. It was almost too shocking to fathom. She wrapped her arms around herself for a moment and collected her thoughts before dropping the robe and getting dressed. She walked to her door and saw Ivan waiting there patiently.

"I…I'm dressed now Ivan." She said in a soft tone.

The Russian smiled and apologized again for what had happened. She nodded and gave him a nervous smile.

"I…Is there something that you need Ivan?" she asked sweetly.

Russia nodded and told her, "I'm going to be coming home early at around three today from my business meetings and I would like to spend some private time with you."  

Salacia bit her lip and nodded, having an idea of what he was going to be asking of her and she didn't know what to say. She told him that she would be looking forward to having more time with him. This made the Russian man very happy. And having him happy made her very happy. He left to start his day and she went off to start hers. She had breakfast in silence and then went to his library and just sat there, not reading…just thinking. 'Wh…what can I do this afternoon?' she thought, 'I am sure that I love Ivan…b…but I'm also sure that I love Nikolai…how can I decide between them…if I sleep with Ivan it would hurt Nikolai but if I don't it would hurt Ivan…I am so confused!'

Salacia was so lost in her thoughts that she did not hear Ukraine come in for her tutoring that day. She didn't even notice the woman until she touched her shoulder.

Salacia jumped and looked up blushing in embarrassment, "I…I'm sorry Miss. Ukraine…I didn't see you there." She said nervously.

"Is there something on your mind Gothica?" she asked concerned for her friend.

"Y…yeah, kind of…it's complicated…and…I don't know if I should ask for advice or not…" the young nation said.

"Well, you know you can trust me." She said and sat beside her giving her a comforting smile.

Salacia bit her lip and said, "Well, to put it as simply as possible, I have feelings for two guys and they both like me…and…well…one wants to take our quote-un-quote relationship to the next level…and by doing that it would hurt the other one and not doing it would hurt him…and I really like them both…and don't want to hurt either…wh…what do I do?"

It took the Ukrainian woman a moment to decipher what the young brunette had said to her, but when she did she looked thoughtful for a moment before saying, "Well all I could say would be for you to follow your heart."

"But I really like both of them." Salacia said exasperated.

"Well, think about what makes you like both of them and try and figure out who you like the most." Ukraine told her with a smile.

"O…okay…I'll try." Salacia said and smiled as best she can.

"Alright, now let's get back to translating this paragraph." Ukraine said with a smile.


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Salacia wandered through the large house she now considered her home. She did love both men and wanted to be with both of them, but she knew that there was no way that that could ever work. She sighed and looked down at the ground, it was about the time that she would go and see Belarus…but with what was hanging over her head she couldn't do that quite yet she needed time to think. She saw him in the hall and turned running back to her room. It hurt too much to see him, knowing the decision that weighed on her at that very moment.

Salacia dissolved into tears on her bed the pressure she was feeling finally overwhelming her. She curled into a ball. 'I don't want to hurt either of them…b…but I will…I know I will.' She thought.


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Belarus saw her run off and wondered why on earth she was running from him. She never had before. He followed after her. He found her in her room sobbing onto her bed. His eyes widened, had he caused this? How? Why? He walked over and sat on the edge of her bed. Salacia squeaked and looked up in shock. She sat up and whipped her eyes fast.

"N…Nikolai…wh…what are you doing in here?" she asked.

The usually stoic Belarusian man reached out and wiped the tears from her eyes and looked at her with concern. "Why are you crying?" he asked.

"Be…because I…" she looked down and said softly, "I don't want to hurt anyone…"

"What are you talking about, Salacia?" Belarus asked.

Salacia looked down and managed to squeak out what had occurred earlier and how confused she was. She looked up expecting to see anger in his eyes but instead all he did was kiss her deeply. She squeaked in shock and he slid his tongue into her mouth and wrapping his arms around her waist. This wasn't helping with her confusion. He pulled away and whispered something in Belarusian to her that she didn't understand and kissed her again.

Salacia finally reacted and kissed him back, loving the feeling of his lips on hers. She set her hands on his arms melting a bit. Soon she just decided to let herself go and wrapped her arms around his neck and deepening the kiss. Belarus smirked a bit and pressed his tongue into her mouth and searching through it possessively. She dug her hands into his hair and moaned softly into the kiss. He pulled away and smirked at her leaning in to look into her eyes.

"I…I'm so…I don't…" Salacia stammered.

"Don't speak." He said and leaned in kissing her lips and going down along her jaw planting kisses until he began to plant them along her neck.

"Nik…Nikolai…" she gasped in shock as he kissed at a spot on her neck that made her shiver.

He licked that spot and nipped at it rubbing her sides sensually. He pulled off of her neck and kissed her lips once more before returning to bite that spot once more running his hands along her mid-section. She whimpered his name and moaned slightly feeling a burning pleasure rising in her body. He pulled away from her neck once more and gripped her waist while she just looked at him looking confused as well as a bit hot and bothered. He smirked sensually at her and leaned in to her ear and nipped at the lobe.

"Are you having fun?" he asked in a low, sexual voice.

She shuddered and stiffly nodded, not sure if she should be enjoying herself or not. He chuckled, a sound she had never heard from him before. She looked at him in surprise. He simply kissed her forehead. She took a risk and leaned forward and kissed him like he had kissed her before, full of passion. Soon she tentatively slid her tongue across his bottom lip and he opened his mouth for her. She slid her tongue into his mouth and searched through it unsure but gaining a bit more confidence. Soon she pulled away and nervously and leans down and plants butterfly kisses along his neck like he had with her. Nikolai smiled and shivered when she came across his sweet spot. She experimented by licking and nipping the spot as well. She stopped abruptly in shock as he groaned slightly.

She looked at him in surprise, 'I made him make that noise?' she asked in her head. He placed a hand on the back of her neck and pulled her into another hot kiss. Soon he began to lower his hands to her shoulders and he pulled away and asked with his eyes if her could touch more of her body.

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Russia lay on her other side and she whimpered from all that had happened.

"Я люблю тебя." Russia said in his native tongue and kissed her right cheek.

"Я таксама цябе люблю." Belarus told her in his and kissed her left cheek.

"I love you both…" she said and leaned over giving Russia a small kiss on the lips, "Ivan…" she turned and gave Belarus a matching kiss, "Nikolai."

She wanted to say more but her energy was drained and she couldn't speak. She just yawned and curled up into Russia's shoulder and taking hold of Belarus's arm and pulling him to where he was spooning her. She didn't want either of the men to leave her. Russia smiled and grabbed the blanket on her bed and threw it over the three of them. Belarus actually smiled as well and held her against him as well. She whimpered out another soft 'I love you' as she shut her eyes and fell asleep cradled by the two men who she loved and loved her.