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After talking to his doctors and another ambulance ride because of convulsions and lack of breathing...like the first night...as well as consulting with a daughter from his first marriage who is an Oncology nurse...he came to his choice and my nana and I to ours...

My Papa is refusing treatment for his cancer. 

Esophageal Cancer is aggressive and would require not only Chemotherapy, but Radiation as well. And to quote his daughter, the Oncology Nurse: "The treatment is brutal and the Cancer is aggressive. Hospice would be the best place for him." And to also quote his doctor: "Sometimes the best treatment is no treatment."

He is 82 years old with a bad heart and had a heart episode or mild heat attack when the paramedics were at our house. The cancer has spread to his lymph nodes and after having a pet scan and biopsy of his kidneys, he has kidney cancer as well. And both Chemo and Radiation are harsh treatments and do not differentiate from what they go after. Yes they kill the cancer but they can kill what is around them too, and often do. The doctors have to make a choice if they will do anything with them based on what is around them. And what is close to my papa's cancer that is already weak, is his heart. 

His doctor won't come out and say it, but his daughter will, the first treatment would most likely kill him. His heart would give out. 

So he is going into In Patient Hospice care. They will keep him comfortable and out of pain while nature takes it's course. It is what he wants and we are going to honor that. We met with the Hospice people and they are wonderful. The same company that cared for my Gram (great grandmother, fathers side) until she passed. So, we trust them. I only hope that he will go quietly in his sleep and that it will be painless. That is what he wants, that is what I want, that is what his daughters want, and that is what my Nana wants. This has been hardest on her...she adores that man, and to see him like this is hell on her. I just hope that she will be alright as well, because stuff like this is hard on the caregivers too...I just want things to work out in the right way...to where there is minimal pain to my grandparents and myself...but I cannot be sure...but I have to have hope. 
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Carlette Martin (Salacia Tianna)
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hi, I'm Carlette some people call me Carly but i prefer my full 1st name lest you insist. lol. anyway....I am a 20 year old sophmore in college to become a school teacher. i am obsessed with 90s cartoons and kids shows, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, and Manga. My current anime obsession is Hetalia Axis Powers.

I love to write FanFic and other things, but FanFic is what i post the most...hey that rhymes...and that just reminded me, in every FanFic the leading lady is named after my alter ego Salacia. If you ask nicely you can call me that or Sal...but call me Sally and you die.

Also something i should note, i am outspoken and opinionated but openminded...in the sense that i am damn sure I'm right but know that hey i might be wrong and if so...so be it. and if i say something to upset you...please just leave it be...there is no point in calling out that i did not cater to your personal sensitivities. Also if you do call me on it i might just insult you again...on purpose. Just kidding...or am I? I was not raised to lie or sugar coat things so i tend not to do either this is just a warning to those who want me to do those things...it's never gonna happen. If you want me to lie, say so, don't ask and expect one. If you want my honsest opinion...just be prepared to get what you asked for.

I will also make a note on my deviant name TSsweets...that the TS stands for Tourettes Syndrome. I have this disorder and thus am a highly functioning Autistic woman. this is an area that i am opinionated in. I have this...er..."disability"...all mother i hate that word...but that does not make me less than anyone else.

Also i am a pagan and i am not ashamed of this fact. i have no problem with Christianity or most of those who believe in it but i do have an issue when a person tells me i'm going to hell or they try to convert me. I don't down talk your religion or try to push mine on you I would love it if you would extend me the same courtasy.

Well...that's about all for now...oh wait i have a small obsession with the Russian language, culture and country. And Hetalia has made this obsession worse. :iconsexyrussiaplz:

Hetalia! What Country Are You?
Hetalia! What Country Are You?
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My Little Pony Personality Test!
My Little Pony Personality Test!
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What Akatsuki Member Are You?
What Akatsuki Member Are You?
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What Is Your Level Of Sanity?
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What Host Are You?
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Current Residence: Right Behind You
Favourite genre of music: ANY as long as i like it
Favourite cartoon character: Daria or Jane
Personal Quote(s): "C'est La Vie" *such is life
"Drowning is my third favorite way to die, but zhey are all good." -Creepy Susie (the Oblongs)
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Englandfan563 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
hey girl
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TSsweets Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, how are you?
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AkasunaYuki3 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014
I never knew you wrote the bound service with the Nordics?!?! I read em all (except Denmark) and loved it can't wait till the next part with the Asians~ You truly are an amazing writer congrats poppet!~
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TSsweets Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much. And yes. I have. :3 the Asians one is almost all posted. 
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AkasunaYuki3 Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014
I even read the Kirkland ones omg iggy was such a twat in all cept his
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TSsweets Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I know, but it made the most sense that way. 
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RaineKokoro Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
YOU HAVE REUTNRED!!!!!

SANCTUARY.
SANCTUARY.
SANCTUARYYYYY
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hyper-otaku Featured By Owner May 8, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
hey, your request is finally done. I am terribly sorry for the long wait, but real life was a bit harsh on me for quite some time. Hope you like it :))

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TSsweets Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks and sorry i didn't check these until now...life's been stressful. lol. 
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ShadowBunnyIce Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the fave! I appreciate it.
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